Uncommitted blogger posts again for a friend.

Okay so in my last post I posted a poem. Since then I have written three more and my friend wants too see them. So here they are, enjoy all the people who don’t read this ever so not popular blog. Each poem is marked with the date of the time they were written. Each poem was written out of the spur of the moment. Relating too what was going on at that time. Enjoy.

Greed

 

15/09/10

Everything you touch, it burns.

Everything you say, it hurts.

Everything you do can’t change the fact that I despise you.

These word’s you speak harness no sense or logic, just a pool of greed.

The un-reasonable light of law may see you as in need.

As you sit in your tiny flat and plead.

And these binding courts of justice sit and listen to every single one of your greedy needs.

For an honest man’s pension of which you claim to need is closer to your grasp than you could of ever seen.

As you sit side by side with your whispering minions, each of you glowing green.

Plotting and planning the next course of action of which no honest heart could see.

And when your blood thirsty battle meets its final victory of greed.

Open your eyes and see that you have no son to see.

 

 

 

Moon on Water

 

03/01/11

 

Like the moon reflected on water.

You are everything I can’t touch, smell or see.

You are just a dream.

A vision created through a process of my mind.

No limit to any size.

You are just a blue print of my mind.

Created by memories and ideas of my life.

No conscious do you seem to wield.

As you cast visions of sadness and terror before me.

And once I awake from this dream.

Forever shall you be gone from me.

 

 

 

Choices

03/01/11

Your choices are your own

Given too you by all situations.

Affecting everyone under you.

There are no wrong or right choices in this world

But this lay’s no meaning too who they will effect good or bad.

Words shall lay your foundations and actions will build of them, moulding the landscape of our land.

 

A choice is never limited to one action and is always a stepping stone to another

Leaving life behind them or leaving dead withered roots which were left to lay waste in our land

Choices are what make you human and throughout life as the random events of the world take another roll.

You will be left to do the best with the cards you are given with each choice presenting a toll.

With only the knowledge of your past experiences and the lessons of your eyes in hand,

You better hope that you have been dealt a good hand.

 

And when you are lying at life’s end, holding your last dealt card.

Accept this last choice and take a good last look at your land.

Because you my friend,

Has been dealt his last hand.

A quick poem I wrote in my garden

Gods Dream

All is lost and I am blocked in by these oceans of distance.

The feeling of being lonely is a poison which antidote only exists in the hearts of others.

No bigger room, fancy attractions or items of wealth can fill this hole.

For things have no meaning if the warmth of others aren’t there to bring life to such things.

These animals and repetitive family are the only sparks in my darkness.

But what use is a spark if a spark has no fuel.

For a spark with fuel brings the life of fire, which brings warmth to me when I am cold and gives me site and guidance at times I cannot see.

For my voice is soundless and only exists on this screen.

My life is bound to social networking sites, which show no meaning to me.

I wish to think of only productive things to be the best I must be.

There  is no time or place for silly things, such as emotions in a world which cannot feel.

I strive to join the best, but the longer I sit here in these ever closing walls.

I feel the smoke and pressure rotting at my mind as the clock strikes another day and time takes its ever decaying toll.

I wish to work and never be helped, pushed along by the greater hands which have already achieved.

it is not for me.

I shall climb these forever growing steps with my own hands and my own feet.

Till there are no steps to see.

And when up the top I shall call thy name.

and the world will listen this time, because these words shall not be on a screen nor paper.

These words shall be fresh in the mind of every man and woman to be.

I am but one man, one soul and one being.

But I shall achieve a gods dream.

Thomas James Badman.

First Subject Post of the Year!

Okay its about 6:40am and I haven’t even been to sleep yet. I finally went to sleep at 7am on Monday for the first time since Friday then woke up around 6pm. But I have a plan if I stay up today and go to bed at a normal time tonight then I should reset my sleeping pattern, that’s the plan any ways.

So the topic I wanted to talk about today is Anime and Manga, yes some people hate all this type of animation and story boards and may say that its all for kids. But it is all widely misunderstood in my opinion and I plan to prove my point in this post.

These Animes are in no order of my favourites or anything but I wish to start this with a film called “Grave of the Fireflies”

Grave of the Fireflies takes place towards the end of world war 2, it tells the tales of the relationship between two Japanese orphaned children Seita who is in his pre teens and his younger sister setsuko.

The two children loose their mother in the fire bombing of Kobe (which for your knowledge was a real historical event, on March 17 1945, where American B-29 bombers launched a fire bombing attack against the city of Kobe, Japan. This caused great disaster killing 8,841 confirmed people and destroying more than 650,000 homes!)

The story is about the two orphaned children struggle as they fight starvation as they struggle to make ends meat on there own.

The story is based on a semi- autobiographic novel by the author Nosaka.

Personally this film was very emotional due to strong upsetting scenes.

If your interested in seeing more then please watch on here http://www.animecrazy.net/grave-of-the-fireflies-movie/

I have decided that I will post a new Anime on here each time I post instead of writing it all in one. I hope you enjoy.

O’ My Gee I’m Back

Yes Hello People, I’m back.

Oh how time has flown since I last sat down and wrote my last post in December. Kinder ironic seeming that the most tragic shocking events in my life all happened after I stopped writing this. They would of most probably made a good read as well. But oh well I will give you the quick catch up on what’s going down in Badman’s life since December too Now.

So once again I haven’t slept all night, its like 8:05 am and I’m home alone for the week. I was suppose to be going to bed a couple of hours ago. But I decided that having a shave/bath/ all the grooming had to be done now. So it got done.

I was trying to think what would be the best music to write this too, too get the old writer juices going. I choose Cat Stevens?! as my choice. I mean yeah he is a genius and I’m loving the whole Muslim thing he has going right now, totally going with the look of what the 21st century seems to have everywhere.

So now I have dribbled on I will get down in Bullet point form of the events I can remember which have been a shocking shake up too my world over these last months.

Don’t you just love bullet points? They are so clear and presentable ♥

• January Parents split up (yes, oh no.) But things move on.
• Mum stayed in house I lived with her then everyone got boyfriends and girlfriends, mum moved out with her boyfriend. Dad moved back in too the house with me. All was going great we were loving life. Then Dad decided he wanted to move to Margate so he moved down there.
• Why I was still at college I stayed in the house for a month and finished college and carried on with my weekend job.
• Month over, I’m now living in Margate/ Job less (joy)
• Get a job pushing trolleys up and down the train/ quit all that.
• Turned 18, this was good.
• Which = I got my sleeve which is now breaking my bank. Even after 10 hours I still have many more hours to go .
• And that’s pretty much I believe apart from cutting all my hair of and starting smoking again, joy.
• Oh yes I passed college. 2 years of my life done and I passed, the sad thing is I felt no joy in getting my results which came from 2 years of pain and torture.

There you go, or you can see them on my facebook if you really are that interested to see in better quality.

So yes there was my quick catch up for you all in 400 words, I’m good. News yesterday, I gave a homeless man and his girlfriend two pounds because it was her birthday apparently and they fancied eating tonight. and another homeless man some baci, pure golden citizen of Margate.

So the next post I will topic it more, I just wanted to start the first one with the old catch up. Have a nice day.

P.S I feel like this isn’t really a blog because I forgot to post loads of arty farty pictures up or some pictures of kittens. Sorry guys.

Also please read down to the first post. It explains allot which I would prefer people to read before posting comments, if they choose too.

Christmas closes In

RANDOM FACTS

Albert Einstein was offered the presidency of Israel in 1952, but he declined.

All babies are color blind when they are born.

Astronauts get taller when they are in space.

Now For The Boring Stuff

Okay it’s Monday which means folks, IT’S NEARLY CHRISTMAS! Yes by using these capitals I have made myself sound rather excited by this fact, however its rather the opposite I have been excited all up to hm lets just say this point and now it’s gone.

On other news Facebook is very happy that they have got rage against the machines to a number one, yay, fuck the Government, fuck Simon Cowel and all that shit. Yeah no, seriously guys I don’t think he isn’t that bothered. You should of all saved your money and went on a torrent site and downloaded both songs. That’s saying fuck you Simon Cowel  due to preventing him actually making any money on the dam songs.

Also it is still icy out side I mean wtf come on what is with that, I remember the days when snow use to be fun. When you wanted it to stay forever so you didn’t have to goto school. Then it all seemed to go in about two days and turn to some disgusting brown color type of slush in a day. But this time round when I want it to go away, it seems to be here to stay no matter what we throw at it.

I have fallen in love with Yop yogurt drinks thanks to Tesco’s for making the beautiful drinks to £1.00 each what beautiful people.

So yes I think I will leave this one at this today.

Peace people x

WTF snow

Science Facts today

If you could drive your car straight up you would arrive in space in just over an hour.

In 5 billion years the Sun will run out of fuel and turn into a Red Giant.

A quarter of the world’s plants are threatened with extinction by the year 2010

Okay so thats the facts of today on further notes facebook has seemed to of made the discovery that the white stuff falling on the other side of there glass windows is called snow. Further status updates has determined that the snow is cold but safe to go out in if careful. Thanks facebook for spamming me with such knowledge.

On second thoughts I Thomas James Badman has finally broken up from college and kinder met all my dead lines. However I am writing this blog at a stupid time and have work in the morning which is kinder a fml situation but oh well pressing on.

On the snow basis again and yes this is very random however its a story I can tell my grand children when I’m old and decaying. I live by the link road “Will Adams Way” to be correct. It started to really come down I would say around 11pm on Thursday and was laying thick. I had sent my friend James a message and we decided we would both wrap up in our thickest winter coats and head out to play in the snow like as if we was from Africa and had never seen the darn thing before.

So we both went out and decided to face the cold and meet half way on the link road. The link road is about a mile and a half and takes you to the top road. The road was clogged up with cars having trouble getting up the road where it was so icy and on a hill. So we decided to help push a nice mazda mx 7 I believe up the road. The guy gave us both a tenner each for the job. over an hour later we had finally pushed this darn car up the link road to travel home safely. After we had done this we were wet and tired so went home but with a tenner in my back pocket. Result!

Sorry the story isn’t really that exciting for today I just didn’t want to read you bloggers with nothing to read ha ha.

In final news it’s 6 days till Christmas and I still haven’t attempted Christmas shopping. All fun.

I leave you all now as I guess I should get some sleep.

Peace x

Watch out for that troll

Once again going start with the three facts of the day, its how I roll.

There are 293 ways to make change for a dollar. so if your ever in America don’t get scammed.

A cat has 32 muscles in each ear.

A giraffe can go without water longer than a camel can.

Okay I’m gonna start today with a local story which actually happened in Chatham . My mum was told this by a man who worked in the local council so here it goes.

By the way this is 100% true.

The council were called out to a home in Chatham when the neighbours had reported it for some strange noises and destruction coming from it.A lady was sent round and she knocked on the door and mentioned she was from the council and if everything was okay. The woman realised that the mans face was all scratched and bruised and asked if everything was okay and who had done all that to his  face. The man replied ” the troll” The woman was obviously shocked by this statement and asked if she could come in. The man said it was fine and she entered and they both walked into the lounge. The woman thinking it was probably some type of animal asked the man if he could go get the ‘ troll ‘ the man said sure so he went up stairs to get the so called ‘ troll ‘. The woman could hear lots of banging and all other loud noises and was getting worried wondering if she should call the police. All of a sudden the man came down with something clutched in his arms kicking and shouting. It turned out the man had taken a dwarf hostage without feeding it or anything and honestly believed that the dwarf was a troll.

The funny thing is this all happened in Chatham how lovely.

Other news of the day Facebook have seemed to of made the discovery that it is snowing outside so well done to them for another pointless discovery update. You can always thank facebook for pointing out everything which is happening on tv, the weather or what they are doing at right this point. Oh and I always forgot to leave out when they are sad.

Peace guys.